Each student must have a problem..

yeahh just like my title today "each student must have a problem"
so do i
i have problems too, actually everyone does.

i would to start it with one word

FRIENDSHIP
easy to say, but not that easy to get.

yupp, i have some problems with my friendship now
i don't even know what does it mean
i have a lot of friends here, but somehow i just feel lonely
in my opinion, friendship is just an other name of "symbiosis"
the people that i called them "friend" just come to me whenever they need me
but they don't even care about my life even it's only a bit

symbiosis divided into 3 parts:
1. the first one is mutual symbiosis.
    it's such a good friendship, whenever i need them, they always there for me and so do them.
2. the second one is komensalism symbiosis
    it's just an usual friendship, most of them is only for formality or respect each other
3. the third one is the most type i found here, parasitism.
    just like i told you before, they only came whenever they need me. but when i need them suddenly they're
    gone

just like a butterfly that looking for their nectar, if they're already satisfied with the nectar of the flower, they go to another flower. every butterfly that the flower meet changing everyday.
just like people, they come on purpose to someone, and they leave when they're done.
everyday, we meet new people, and get new experiences. so why should we stuck on one person that only use our benefit?:)
i just pretending to be okay now. even they don't care about me, deeply inside i just want them to understand how i feel, do not only complaining but solving, not only blame the situation but helping.
everyone has their own faults, but it does not mean that they did it on purpose. try to forgive, because it's a better relieve:)